This semester has sucked in more ways than one. I don't even know where to start.
For starters, I don't even like what I'm studying. And I always advice people who go through the same thing.. "dude, why are you killing your self by still being there, you don't like it? GOOOOO do something you DO like. PUSSY!" (yeah, I'm classy like that) And now that I find myself in that situation, I'm just going on circles torturing myself, cause, quite frankly, i only have ONE YEAR left. ONEEEEE YEAR and that's it, I get my fucking degree (in business, btw..)
The thing is, i don't like my classes, my teachers, and their crappy ass teaching techniques. I'm more of (Joe would say....) an Art Fuck.
I love everything that has to do with "the Arts", I'm an amateur-frustrated "graphic designer" or i try, thats what i like, all that creative madness. Business is more of a brick square, theres no room for artistic creativity, duhh.
As of why I chose that degree?
1. I was waaaay different person when i finished high school and signed to the University. [Kind of introverted, shy (still kinda am-but not really at the same time), insecure, i wanted to be in a corner behind a cubicle with no one bothering or talking to me. Laaame!]
2. I was kinda rushed into picking a degree.
3. My best friend (at that time) had a major influence on my decision too.
Its not all that bad though, Ive met the best people in these 3 years I've been there. Most of my very best beeeest friends, if i hadn't met them, i would probably still be in my "hole". I've grown up and lived soo much with them, they're the ones that have made me not quit school, my only motivation. Thats the only good thing i can think of, honestly.
I spoke to my parents about this today. They saw how frustrated I was, and told me that no matter what decision I took, they would support me, because at the end of the day, they just want my happiness, they don't want me to be a bitter adult.
I think that that's amazing. I mean, how hard that must've been for them to tell me that. Its like a parent's dream for their kids to go to the University, finish it, and have a super successful and an all-American dream life. That just made me appreciate my family way more, and it made me feel like they'll always be there for me, love me and accept me with my flaws and all.
So, I need to sort out shit. Ugh.
With no further saying, this is Goodbye.
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For starters, I don't even like what I'm studying. And I always advice people who go through the same thing.. "dude, why are you killing your self by still being there, you don't like it? GOOOOO do something you DO like. PUSSY!" (yeah, I'm classy like that) And now that I find myself in that situation, I'm just going on circles torturing myself, cause, quite frankly, i only have ONE YEAR left. ONEEEEE YEAR and that's it, I get my fucking degree (in business, btw..)
The thing is, i don't like my classes, my teachers, and their crappy ass teaching techniques. I'm more of (Joe would say....) an Art Fuck.
I love everything that has to do with "the Arts", I'm an amateur-frustrated "graphic designer" or i try, thats what i like, all that creative madness. Business is more of a brick square, theres no room for artistic creativity, duhh.
As of why I chose that degree?
1. I was waaaay different person when i finished high school and signed to the University. [Kind of introverted, shy (still kinda am-but not really at the same time), insecure, i wanted to be in a corner behind a cubicle with no one bothering or talking to me. Laaame!]
2. I was kinda rushed into picking a degree.
3. My best friend (at that time) had a major influence on my decision too.
Its not all that bad though, Ive met the best people in these 3 years I've been there. Most of my very best beeeest friends, if i hadn't met them, i would probably still be in my "hole". I've grown up and lived soo much with them, they're the ones that have made me not quit school, my only motivation. Thats the only good thing i can think of, honestly.
I spoke to my parents about this today. They saw how frustrated I was, and told me that no matter what decision I took, they would support me, because at the end of the day, they just want my happiness, they don't want me to be a bitter adult.
I think that that's amazing. I mean, how hard that must've been for them to tell me that. Its like a parent's dream for their kids to go to the University, finish it, and have a super successful and an all-American dream life. That just made me appreciate my family way more, and it made me feel like they'll always be there for me, love me and accept me with my flaws and all.
So, I need to sort out shit. Ugh.
With no further saying, this is Goodbye.
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