its official....

This is my last post for 2007, so I have to make the best of it.

So far, I think that this has been my most challenging year. Definitely. A lot of things happened that marked me in a way, good and bad things. A very few of them are....

• Letting go of the past. Some assholes mark you, but its important to take it as it goes and not hang on to it. Be fucking happy!!
  
• Hello Nasty. Definitely the best thing that ever happened this year, hands down.
• R.I.P. Its funny how you see who is really your friend, in a moment of trouble or deep sadness. I lost someone whom I profoundly loved, well, still love. And it was one of the hardest things that I've ever gone through. Thank you to everyone who was there for me. It meant the world. Mad love to you.
  
• New Friends. I met and became closer with a few very very super special people. They've somehow changed and touched me. I love you.
• Love. This year started with a heartache, and it became this ridiculous wave of unconditional love and happiness. A friend taught me that we tend to confuse love, but I also learned its true meaning.
• I read a lot more books this year than I have all my life.
• Kinky and Jumbo. June 2nd like at 2am that morning. Those mexican bands were touring and had a show in tijuana. Ayerim's birthday party was happening at Mofo Bar (our local hangout) and they suddenly showed the fuck up for an after party. My god! one of the BEST nights of my life! I got to spill Kinky lead singer's drink on tha flo! It was amazing.
  
• Flickr favorites. Had an OD of that. Joy joy joy! :D
  
• Missed both Incubus and Kings of Leon concerts. One of the most awful regrets I have. But I had no ride, money or company. It sucked big time UGH.
• Lurking. It has its props and its cons. NO, it actually sucks. Its a habit I'm DEFINITELY breaking!
  
• Blogging.
• My 21st Birthday. I'm officially an adult here and around the world. My birthday was amazing. I had the best time, and I'm still not over the fact that people came from other cities to celebrate it with me. My family and friends are amazing.
  
• I cant really think of anything else to put here. If i remember anything else, I'll update.

Websites worthy of your time:

• www.krisatomic.com
• www.flickr.com (get an account and go through people's favorite pictures.. spell it with me... T-I-M-E C-O-N-S-U-M-I-N-G!)
• http://hellonastybeats.blogspot.com
• http://whowhatweardaily.com/website
• www.stereogum.com

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on the Verge

This semester has sucked in more ways than one. I don't even know where to start.
For starters, I don't even like what I'm studying. And I always advice people who go through the same thing.. "dude, why are you killing your self by still being there, you don't like it? GOOOOO do something you DO like. PUSSY!" (yeah, I'm classy like that) And now that I find myself in that situation, I'm just going on circles torturing myself, cause, quite frankly, i only have ONE YEAR left. ONEEEEE YEAR and that's it, I get my fucking degree (in business, btw..)

The thing is, i don't like my classes, my teachers, and their crappy ass teaching techniques. I'm more of (Joe would say....) an Art Fuck.

I love everything that has to do with "the Arts", I'm an amateur-frustrated "graphic designer" or i try, thats what i like, all that creative madness. Business is more of a brick square, theres no room for artistic creativity, duhh.

As of why I chose that degree?
1. I was waaaay different person when i finished high school and signed to the University. [Kind of introverted, shy (still kinda am-but not really at the same time), insecure, i wanted to be in a corner behind a cubicle with no one bothering or talking to me. Laaame!]
2. I was kinda rushed into picking a degree.
3. My best friend (at that time) had a major influence on my decision too.

Its not all that bad though, Ive met the best people in these 3 years I've been there. Most of my very best beeeest friends, if i hadn't met them, i would probably still be in my "hole". I've grown up and lived soo much with them, they're the ones that have made me not quit school, my only motivation. Thats the only good thing i can think of, honestly.

I spoke to my parents about this today. They saw how frustrated I was, and told me that no matter what decision I took, they would support me, because at the end of the day, they just want my happiness, they don't want me to be a bitter adult.

I think that that's amazing. I mean, how hard that must've been for them to tell me that. Its like a parent's dream for their kids to go to the University, finish it, and have a super successful and an all-American dream life. That just made me appreciate my family way more, and it made me feel like they'll always be there for me, love me and accept me with my flaws and all.

So, I need to sort out shit. Ugh.

With no further saying, this is Goodbye.

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Chaos

"If I were to kiss you here they'd call it an act of terrorism--so let's take our pistols to bed & wake up the city at midnight like drunken bandits celebrating with a fusillade, the message of the taste of chaos."